BENEATH TO THE SURFACE

Is there ever really a right time 
You had led me to believe 
Some day you would be there for me 
When the stars above aline 
When you weren't so concerned 
I kept looking for the clues 
So I waited in the shadows of my heart 
And the still the time was never right 
Until one day I stopped caring 
And began to forget why I long to be so close 
And I disappear into the darkness 
And the darkness turns to pain 
Never went away 
Until all that remained 
Was buried 
Deep beneath the surface
I would scream just to be heard 
As if yelling at the stars 
I was bleeding just to feel 
You would never say a word 
Kept me reaching in the dark